If you've seen my profile you would have read that I've been dealing with depression my whole life. The past couple of years it has gotten worse. So I have established myself on my own pitty potty, why me?
I have some good memories of my life but since I was a child I have not wanted to be here among the living. I have tried to commit suicide throughout my life up til I had my son at 18. It's just been the past couple years that the suicidal thoughts have returned.
I feel like no one understands me or gets me. I have dug myself into a hole, the anxiety of trying to climb out is overwhelming. I feel like, "it's no use I'm just gonna find myself right back where I started", so nothing gets done.
My thoughts are muddle with a thick fog, where do I begin and how.
I have some good memories of my life but since I was a child I have not wanted to be here among the living. I have tried to commit suicide throughout my life up til I had my son at 18. It's just been the past couple years that the suicidal thoughts have returned.
I feel like no one understands me or gets me. I have dug myself into a hole, the anxiety of trying to climb out is overwhelming. I feel like, "it's no use I'm just gonna find myself right back where I started", so nothing gets done.
My thoughts are muddle with a thick fog, where do I begin and how.
